Well, to start of short: 18yo, dying to write a blog due psyco reasons, babyboy whom's not even a decent writer
but just full of "ALOT". Since a blog is (is it?) about a personal "memoir" I'm like: "Let's start a blog!"
So congrats to my creative, sentimental & inspirational side of me for taking the initiative. LET'S START & promise myself I'll
update the "about me" part really soon! haha
It’s that particular first time when your BB love falls into pieces, that’ll let you clean the bottom of your heart forever. For ever. Like its some law of nature- a way for her to explain pain is here to deal with… It’s that saaaad sad sad first love that’s mostly destined to end some day.
It’s been two years now, since me & my ex boyfriend broke up. Two big years ago and everything of him still performs a sad situation deep down in my broken heart. (read: lol) Some people know me well enough to know how pathetic this actually got me. But today, I kinda figured out something... cleaning my laptop, finding old emails and messanges we've send. See, we've never closed our chapter well enough in order for me to move on from all this correctly. I've always been wondering and questioning myself and fedding myself UP with a million things like how everything was for him/went or will be now; when we broke up, it was just that. We never talked about it. So- I- decided I'll be smart enough to speak with him once more. Set my ego aside for one last conversation and ask some random questions that must fix what's broken. Something I've should have done a long time ago.
And! since I'm about to write a personal blog- it has to start somewhere. And if something stands very next beside me, it's my past relationship.
maandag 19 oktober 2009{ 23:43 }
Official video! Leona Lewis - Happy
Omg. Jake Nava has always been one of my favorite visual art directors, and just when I thought he couldn’t bring us a better story-like music video than he did for Beyoncé’s “If I were a boy”- he comes out with this! The video is just a master-piece. It tells the story about a small-town girl, falling in love with a guy. The chemestrie is shown in various life-like shots & in between these, you'll see her preparing herself for a wedding on which the viewer think it'll be hers. But towards the end, the meaning of the song (itself) reveals the trick & shows the less 'happy' ending. As the bride turns around, you'll see it's not Leona getting married. Anyway, it's a beautiful song & Leona's acting skills did justice to the video.
UNFINISHED
vrijdag 16 oktober 2009{ 21:15 }
TYSON BALLOU. His hot solo-version of the D&G Anthology
{ 16:42 }
love role-models
Whether you spot them on a cover of a magazine or spending quality-time with their kids together- these two manage to stay fly. Always. I'd like to share my love for their FIERCE love- their chemistry & their gorgeousness. I never thought love needed a role-model... though this love-duo surely inspires me on how I'd like to end up some day! his smooth-badboy look & her vogue allure..
{ 02:13 }
Must... HAVE! Jimmy Choo for H&M mens bag
2009
woensdag 14 oktober 2009{ 23:28 }
Beyoncé FUR*Queen
When was the last time the DIVA has been spotted wearing fur? Exactly! It was as if the singer's "alter-ego" decided not to step out in public any longer, since we've only been seeing the sweet & cute-dresses-wearing "Beyoncé", while she's leaving the divalicious outfits only for her alter-ego themed-"world tour"..But, (OMG), in Norway, finally "Sasha Fierce" has recently been spot & photographed while leaving her hotel wearing red lipstick, a shiny leather jacket & a gigantic fur collar. The size makes it up for the past fur-less days! Ain't that right PETA?
Ps: It's just for the fact I love seeing her wearing fur. It makes Beyoncé less political-correct & it makes her look hawt! ^^
